my life is in chaos. i felt like i had it all in place, then in a split second it all fell apart. a different school, the 'opportunity' to make new friends. granted, this is possible, yet, likely. this is not what i want. friends i've had for a long time are now slipping away; even the new friends i've gained, i feel like i'm losing. so, in an effort to keep them from leaving, i boss them around. but, they leave anyways. i'm shutting myself out, so that if anyone does leave, i won't notice at all. i'm a control freak losing control. that's a dangerous situation.
and i can feel myself losing grip, slipping away, and finally falling. but will anyone catch me.
yours truly, M
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